Shiney what nots along with a side of cynical thoughts...ENJOY!: Christmas eve and a cup of noodles...

Hmmm...

Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine. Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.- Carrie Bradshaw

Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas eve and a cup of noodles...

OR not...I can hardly believe it is Christmas morning already...technically it is cause it is 1:13am and instead of sleep I lay awake in and hear the winds from the blizzard outside. I got my mom and dad 2 presents each! Which thank GOD I bought them months ago as now I owe my insurance company a mountain of money and only 40 dollars in my bank account. I will be relieved and sad when my birthday comes, I will be 21...but really is that anything to be proud of? Yes I can buy an acoholic drink and go to clubs and bars and even the casino...but will I...No I will be home and then have to go back to school the next day. My roomate is being a turd kind of he decided he is gonna live with a few guys from our hall that ARE GROSS, of course this will be next year. He told me Im shit out of luck...so I guess I will live on campus...anyways my job is good and my friend from work who is questionable in the gay or not gay sense tried to mess with my head earlier this evening but I caught him in the act and told him to stop being a turd...this year in 2010 my main goal in life is to loose 50 lbs lol and keep it off! I think I would feel better about myself. I hope Christmas day is good for everybody! that is all or now......