Shiney what nots along with a side of cynical thoughts...ENJOY!: so wed was

Hmmm...

Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine. Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.- Carrie Bradshaw

Thursday, July 2, 2009

so wed was

my friend tais birthday. It was interesting. We ate lunch went all over town. Then went to apple bees for her birthday dinner and she had a few drinks. THEN she actually went to the boat......WAIT what? Yes the casino. I for some reason thought that she was gonna wait till the weekend or after that. However NO! SO I didnt get to share a drink or two with my friend on her birthday! HOW SHITTY! I drove her to the boat in her dads car she told lexi her love interest that since Marlena is back that she has no interest in LEXI! WOW shitty!!!! I put 5 dollars in her dads car and drove home. I will have all you know that on my 21st I will not drink more than 1 drink because I dont want to make anyone that is younger than me feel awkward. I will just rent a movie and watch it with my friends.....thee end! Now as for my party that will go on but I am affraid that I will not drink then either....goodness Im an old man I dont even drink! lol THE THING THAT pisses me off the most is that I let myself cry over it...I guess I should have known that TAI will do as she pleases when she pleases. NO if ands or butts! I stayed in the hospital till 3 am with her and she got her car stolen on tuesday and she had the nerve to leave me on her birthday so she could have her selfish fun at the boat........ok?! WHATEVER I guess now I know what not to do on my 21st birthday. FUCK IM so upset....FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!