Shiney what nots along with a side of cynical thoughts...ENJOY!: v-day surviver

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Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine. Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.- Carrie Bradshaw

Sunday, February 15, 2009

v-day surviver

ok so valentines day is over and I survived. I gave money to a person I like so they could have a good time at the strip club! how sad!!!!!! also i took a vicodin, darvecet, and an allergy pill for my ear and washed them all down with a raspberry vodka squirt soda drink. It was good! I'm still drinking right now actually. I think I'm stoned too ha ha ha ha! I thought it would be difficult to be alone on valentines day this year but it wasn't. I took tai to the airport, went to work gave mom chocolate and card and made myself a drink! lol

I think last year was hard because I was surrounded by couples, I mean there was Rosie and Brian, Megan and Greg, Tyler and Kelsey, and Kari and kyle. Becky was at a party and I was alone...the dinner at the eating hall was romantically designed for two people. So i went to McDonald's lol. Watched will and grace and went to bed! Yep that's my life!!!