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Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine. Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.- Carrie Bradshaw

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    Monday, July 12, 2010

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    Sunday, June 27, 2010

    eh

    Im heading to Ne to get my shit and go home. My cousin begged me to come with...my mom is gonna have to be on tard duty with him. I think I am gonna start to post videos of me singing...GLEE OF COURSE. I have to try to get on that show even if my clips make it and not really me...TARGET OF A JOKE? not a problem used to it.
    i watched the GATES and I AM SO EXCITED TO WATCH IT. I came up with a vampire werewolf and witch fight scene....I could help myself lol IT WAS SO EASY lol IM A NERD. In other news PUSH by SAPPHIRE is the best book of my life...OK I GOTTA GET up at 6:30 fail ttyL!!!

    Tuesday, June 22, 2010

    I need to blog more...So i think i will

    I think i am gonna go to school online this year to finally GRADUATE! Thank the LORD! On the other hand I have to go get my shit from Seward next month fail. I just found out that Charlaine Harris put out another sookie stackhouse book I MUST HAVE IT!!

    Lets get glam walk turn pose stop give them what ya got. Ready set now go....lets get glam.

    Sunday, March 21, 2010

    Spring Break is almost over.....

    I hate myself for being gay but i also hate myself for not telling everyone either...i hate myself for being fat, I wish I was thin and good looking but unfortunately i'm not. I hate that one day I'm gonna have to look my dad straight in the eye and tell him I'm gay, and watch the disappointment and anger wash over his face PRAYING that he does not hurt me. I would kill myself but I cant do that to my mom, because if I did that I would have killed her too because she would never do anything but sit in the front living room until she died. I have the worst self confidence of any person you will ever meet. I can't forgive easy either, i guess I am just a bad person in general...fail.

    Wednesday, December 30, 2009

    Omongfonggong!

    Okong, I'mong songO bongOrongEdong PongEOponglongE ArongE bongEInonggong tongUrongdongsong! longOlong!

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    ok so i learned a new langueage today! it is called ONG! and basically what it is, is that you are spelling out everything you say and on the consonants you put "ong" on them....for example hello would be "hongElonglongO!" However there are 3 important rules to it tho...We dont use "C or X" b/c c sounds like "k" and x makes no sense! also q is said as "quong" lol so I am gonna post a whole blog in ONG and you try to figure it out lol.

    Friday, December 25, 2009

    Christmas eve and a cup of noodles...

    OR not...I can hardly believe it is Christmas morning already...technically it is cause it is 1:13am and instead of sleep I lay awake in and hear the winds from the blizzard outside. I got my mom and dad 2 presents each! Which thank GOD I bought them months ago as now I owe my insurance company a mountain of money and only 40 dollars in my bank account. I will be relieved and sad when my birthday comes, I will be 21...but really is that anything to be proud of? Yes I can buy an acoholic drink and go to clubs and bars and even the casino...but will I...No I will be home and then have to go back to school the next day. My roomate is being a turd kind of he decided he is gonna live with a few guys from our hall that ARE GROSS, of course this will be next year. He told me Im shit out of luck...so I guess I will live on campus...anyways my job is good and my friend from work who is questionable in the gay or not gay sense tried to mess with my head earlier this evening but I caught him in the act and told him to stop being a turd...this year in 2010 my main goal in life is to loose 50 lbs lol and keep it off! I think I would feel better about myself. I hope Christmas day is good for everybody! that is all or now......

    Tuesday, November 10, 2009

    cted...o well :-( pray for me. On a positive note touched by an angel has totally brightened my week 20%!
    Ok so im depressed...however I just want to get my degree over with get out and enjoy my life...i do enjoy my art usually but it seems lately im disconne

    Tuesday, November 3, 2009

    end you both could go your seperate ways...unfortunatley instead of loosing one person its a package deal and you'll loose 2.....bummer
    What up peeps so it been awhile. I hate not knowing where my art is going...on another note I wish you could tell one person how you feel so that in the
    What up peeps

    Sunday, October 18, 2009

    So my roomate has the pig flu.....fun

    Monday, September 14, 2009

    Ok so school not bad so far just really tired!!!! Yay!!!!

    Thursday, July 2, 2009

    so wed was

    my friend tais birthday. It was interesting. We ate lunch went all over town. Then went to apple bees for her birthday dinner and she had a few drinks. THEN she actually went to the boat......WAIT what? Yes the casino. I for some reason thought that she was gonna wait till the weekend or after that. However NO! SO I didnt get to share a drink or two with my friend on her birthday! HOW SHITTY! I drove her to the boat in her dads car she told lexi her love interest that since Marlena is back that she has no interest in LEXI! WOW shitty!!!! I put 5 dollars in her dads car and drove home. I will have all you know that on my 21st I will not drink more than 1 drink because I dont want to make anyone that is younger than me feel awkward. I will just rent a movie and watch it with my friends.....thee end! Now as for my party that will go on but I am affraid that I will not drink then either....goodness Im an old man I dont even drink! lol THE THING THAT pisses me off the most is that I let myself cry over it...I guess I should have known that TAI will do as she pleases when she pleases. NO if ands or butts! I stayed in the hospital till 3 am with her and she got her car stolen on tuesday and she had the nerve to leave me on her birthday so she could have her selfish fun at the boat........ok?! WHATEVER I guess now I know what not to do on my 21st birthday. FUCK IM so upset....FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!